“You don’t always have to defend yourself in words. Silence gives people the clue you have better thoughts in mind.” Pinterest (anonymous)
“Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new.” Albert Einstein
“An old man said “Erasers are made for those who make mistakes.” A youth replied, “Erasers are made for those who are willing to correct their mistakes!” Attitude matters. Anonymous
How difficult it is to discover the self and uncover some hidden truths about the ways we sabotage our life. I suppose we are thinking that is not true. I know I attempt to discover who I am all the time and understand myself. If I discover a problem I try to fix it or if I discover something worthy I work to make it better. I don’t want to waste my time on falsehoods but the truth in my attempts is I want to discover what makes me who I am.
Face our anger
It is almost impossible to face our anger, fear, impatience, distrust and so many other negative emotions. It really is easier to find our goodness when we have just helped a friend or co-worker expecting nothing in return. I believe we need those moments in order to accept some of the things about ourselves that might need some work. I don’t wake up in the morning thinking about what it is I should work on or improve unless it is the garden.
It feels like we hide from the self as if we really don’t know who we are. Likely we all know our faults better than our virtues and most of us myself included, discover so many faults that we stop searching for anything good believing we are just not that good of a person. Even the boastful people may be simply covering their honest beliefs about self and boast so they can cover-up the truth.
Nobody is fully bad or good
I am thinking that unless we choose to discover how many good things there actually are within us and our lives we won’t have the guts to face what it is that needs some fixing or tuning up. Nobody is fully bad or good at every second of every day. There are some happenings that cause us to offer assistance in some way and throw out positive vibes in our words or actions.
I think we try too hard and we don’t take notice of baby steps forward. We only recognize the huge steps of progress made. There are many days when such progress can’t be achieved and one can feel like an underachiever. At times it isn’t that the bar is too low or too high but that we are so busy and lost in our thoughts. There is so much on our brains that we think it is a waste of time to reflect on anything. I have said it myself to others that I don’t have time to reflect.
If one takes a moment to let that statement penetrate the brain we understand the significance of that statement. What are we doing that is more important than thinking which is what reflection is all about. If we give up thinking we give up our humanity and become robotic.
Reflecting makes a person understand
There are days that appear to verify this belief. Reflecting makes a person come to understand what is more important to accomplish. The value of someone else’s needs becomes prominent and altruism begins functioning. Can we jump to the point of understanding that this altruism is what makes a person consider another to the point of giving up their life if necessary for that person? That is mindfulness at it’s best.
Many people falsely believe that they would probably act cowardly if in a position to choose. Nobody knows how they would react. Granny may be the person who leaps to the rescue for all we know. So many of us are not sure and we don’t actually know nor have we tried to discover the real person inside of us. A real person is weak and strong. A real person makes mistakes but learns from them and attempt to do better. A real person sees the good in others and is not afraid to praise that good because it doesn’t bring him down in any way by praising another. A real person makes the time for others when she doesn’t have any time to give. All of these are forms of altruism. It is placing others before self and it applies to family friends and strangers.
Discover some good
Perhaps if we witness and discover some good in us we will search to fix what is wrong without fearing it. As long as we refuse to face any blame in self, we continue making those same errors. If you want to change then you must do things differently. If we want improvement we can’t be afraid to face what we don’t want to see or discover within ourselves. Those small areas of blame can be reworked only if we observe them and work on them.
View the other person’s mistakes
I know I hide a lot and I am trying to change that. When there is a disagreement with someone I tend to review all the things I said and did that were correct in attempting to improve a problem. I view the other person’s mistakes in what they did to make things worse. In the process, what I did to make things worse is ignored and what the other person might have done to make things better I overlook. Neither of us ends up seeing eye to eye. I go away pretending I was right and they were wrong but in my heart I know the truth. Now the problem is covered a bit deeper so it will be tough to look at it and resolve it.
Now if one plays this game throughout their life you can appreciate why nobody makes amends or peace with siblings parents children mothers-in-law or daughter-in-law or friends. We just make connections to different people rather than face the issues. To self discover means you get the urge to transform yourself for the better regardless of what you will discover along your path. It is the ultimate path to discovering truth and transforming.
Let go of the worries
It isn’t scary to look at the self and there is nothing to fear when one finds the real person with all of his faults and virtues. It makes life easier to live when you can let go of the worries and fears brought on by hiding and doubting who we are. We do have items to alter but we have so much hidden goodness that we never discover because it is covered up. Let yourself out and let the real you emerge.
“Anyone can love your looks but it’s your heart and personality that makes someone stay with you.” Anonymous
“Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.” Aristotle
“It takes courage…to endure the sharp pains of self discovery rather than choose to take the dull pain of unconsciousness that would last the rest of our lives.” Marianne Williamson
“When I discover who I am, I’ll be free.” Ralph Waldo Emerson (Invisible Man)